It’s really funny waiting for my little brother to go to bed

because he’ll come up with the most random things to prolong the amount of time he can stay up.

For instance, today:

“I need to make my mother’s day card now! I forgot!”

2 minutes later

“Why do people sneeze? I sneezed. I think I’m sick. So I can’t sleep because sneezing is too loud.”

Another 3 minutes later

“I want to learn spanish! How do you speak spanish?”

2 minutes later

“WE FORGOT TO EAT DESSERT!”

And it goes on and on until we finally tuck him in.

WHY ADMISSIONS DECISIONS TAKE SO LONG TO COME.

I mean, really.

You [the college] already know whether or not I got in.

Really.

I want to do art.

But I’m not sure if I actually want to, or if my brain is jut thinking that it wants to because that’s the only thing I’ve done for the past week.

When people post lolololol all I can think about is a penguin chortling.

I told my friend that I ship her and this junior in our biology class and now she keeps texting me pictures like this:

You can’t edit the common app once you send it to one of your schools.

FUCK. 

GUYS. YOU CAN’T EDIT IT. 

I was planning on editing my essay after because I have a deadline due tomorrow for a safety school and then I was going to spruce it up for my reach schools after, BUT I WILL NOT BE ABLE TO EDIT IT.

FUCK.

HEY GUYS.

Last night was Homecoming.

I looked pretty.

Just  thought you should know.

WOOOOOO! Another college app down! Only 10 more to go.

So last night, my guy friends came over and we watched a movie. I fell asleep on them. And it was embarrassing, and I will never hear the end of it now.

sometimes i just want to be held. 

sometimes i just want to be kissed.

sometimes i want to roll over and feel someone’s body

next to mine.

sometimes i want to get a text that says, “i miss you love.”

sometimes i want someone to hold my hand.

sometimes i want to cuddle and listen to each other discuss our

hopes and dreams.

sometimes i want to call you mine.